yep, they're gross

i had a cigarette today. it tasted like butt. this pill they gave me is doing it's job on the real. and now that i'm not smoking, i'm kind of hood rich. i haven't bought a pack since saturday so today i treated myself to some bbq pork and a sweet potato with the extra cash. i guess this is why people gain weight when they quit. this weekend i plan to be drinking. and usually drinking means two things and one of them is lots of cigarettes. so i guess we'll see how it goes. no need to cross your fingers, though, because i can hardly stand the taste anymore. and if it makes me an idiot to think that's a tiny bit depressing, then so be it. newsflash: i just realized how funny those first two sentences are together.