all RIGHT already

i have had just. about. ENOUGH. i think i change, i think i am indifferent. but the fact is i don't, and i am not. and it takes so little to remind me that i haven't forgotten. it's the same old shit going around and around and around in my head and i need something new to chew on. i know this will make some of you frown and cringe but COME ON FEBRUARY. surely a new month will paint all of it a different color. january has worn me out. i was worried, sad, confused, excited, content, confused again, then excited a little more, then sad all over again, pissed the HELL off, and now i'm just exhausted. i am done with you, january. you and your 31 days of BULLSHIT. shoo, scram, hit the bricks.