done and done

i told them.

i told them today.

i told them today that i'm rolling out.

it's all over but the crying.

but that's just an expression,

'cause i sure as shit won't be crying.

six weeks until wheels up...

i'm a complete mess of

excited and scared and nervous and calm

and a plethora of other emotions.

but, suffice it to say,

the countdown begins today.

hold onto your hat.

i'm mostly talking to me on that one.