jaslene won!!!

okay, so i always give big mike a hard time for blogging about lost since i don't watch it and it makes his posts mean nothing to me, but i can't NOT write about ANTM today, especially since i've been waiting all season for jaslene to win. and guess what? SHE FREAKING WON! oh man. good show last night. for starters, renee got third place because she "looks old." i don't think she looks any older than me... and i know i don't look old... anyhow so it's down to the russian and my girl and tyra had me there for a second. i really thought natasha was going to take it home. but with lines like, "if natasha wins this, i'ma pull out all her hair" and "no, i'm not the girl next door. i'm the girl down the block in your hood," how could anyone but jaslene win? plus she looks hot on the runway. plus she's just precious. plus, i'm so proud it's almost like i gave birth to her. the only downside is that it shouldn't matter either way for me, you know? i mean when was the last time we saw a winner appear in anything but like 2 covergirl ads and make a guest appearance on a future cycle? i shouldn't care this much. but i do care. and perhaps (no, almost certainly) that makes me ridiculous, but i slept easier last night knowing that jaslene took home the crown. BIG SIGH. now there'll be no more ANTM until september. what in the world will i do?