Tuesday, August 21, 2007

and this is the truth

the only reason i have the urge to write any of this is because i've been drinking. i've been drinking a lot. yes, mom, i know; i've been engaging in that particular activity in excess as of late. i'm sorry and i'll try to do better. that being said, i'm tipsy and i have this much to say: we have nothing more to do in this world than to learn to trust ourselves. follow your gut, and then listen to your head. not the other way around. believe what you see, not what you wish was true. i know instantly what is in front of me before i think for one second, yet somehow i allow myself to ignore the simple facts and i complicate everything to the point of complete chaos. it's proven too much for me to handle and so this is me turning over a new leaf. listen to yourself melissa. trust that what you see is exactly what is there and have faith in your intuition. it's been right so far.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

all hail the gospel of melissa m. haney. recognizing your flaws is just part of being a big girl i guess.

Big Mike said...

I guess we BOTH have plenty to talk about on the ride to Mountain Heezy. Love ya, Miz.

Anonymous said...

I love drunken revelations. big long distance hugs.

Mr.Johns said...

Yeah I am gonna go with the follow the gut thing. To me, the gut feeling is like street smarts and the mind thing is book smarts. If I had a dollar for everytime I heard a doctor talk about anything other then medicine I would wonder how this ass saves lives. So if I had to be stranded in the woods with listening to mind ( book smarts) or following my gut ( street smarts) give me the gut everytime. You will survive by following your gut. The mind and thinking get in the way of common sense.